Winter 2021 Update
“Through enjoyment we endure.” ― Florence Ditlow I can't believe that it is time for another update. This update may seem a little chaotic and that is because my life has been chaotic. I'll start with the not so great news. I quit my job in the beginning of December. There were a lot of reasons to quit but unfortunately I cannot share all of them. In short: I was not happy. I thought that I could make it at least a year which would help me pay for my masters but no. Because of this December was bleak. I was exhausted, defeated and ready for the holidays to be over. I did not want to have to explain to my family that I had quit my job. I wasn't ready to see the confusion and somewhat disappointment in their eyes because I was dealing with that myself. I wasn't even looking for jobs in December because I couldn't focus long enough and it was anxiety inducing. I was able to sign up for therapy though which has been fun to figure out. It was hard to do but I knew that I
