I just realized that what I said about going outside a total of twenty minutes was a lie. I went outside for about an hour and a half two days ago. I sat on my back step, with my phone, because the wifi still reaches that far. Heaven forbid I go any further, because then I couldn't use my phone. I'm so pathetic. I think that the next time I'm eligible for an update, I might go back to a non-smart phone. But then again, I say that now, and when the time comes I'll make up a ton of excuses for why that's simply not practical. I don't know how to reverse the cycle. I hope it's just a phase and I'll grow out of it. But I really truly want to go outside and just figure out what to do. Maybe I'll try that later.