Looking Too Closely

     Today during track practice while walking super slowly around the track for our warm-up, DL and I were talking about how we always over-analyze literally every single little thing in life that absolutely does not need to be worried about or even thought about. Then I came home and I didn't want to do my homework yet so I got on YouTube and the song "Looking Too Closely" was in my recommended and I hadn't heard it before but it sounded like it might be about exactly what DL and I were talking about so I listened to it and it definitely is. In case you don't want to listen to it, here are the lyrics:

This is a song about somebody else
So don't worry yourself, worry yourself
The devil's right there right there in the details
And you don't wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself
Looking too closely
Looking too closely
No no no no!

Put your arms around somebody else
Don't punish yourself, punish yourself
Truth is like blood underneath your fingernails
And you don't wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself
Looking too closely
Looking too closely
No no no no!
No no no no!

You don't wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself
You don't wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself
No no no no!

I could be wrong 'bout anybody else
So don't kid yourself, kid yourself
It's you right there, right there in the mirror
And you don't wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself
Looking too closely
Looking too closely

     The thing is, I've never felt better after I spent egregious amounts of time over-analyzing a text or something some said or something someone did or a look someone gave me. I just worry myself into a tizzy and wind up hurting myself. Sometimes I'll lie in bed for an hour before I go to sleep just thinking about things that happened that day or things that might happen in the future and all I'm doing is just looking way too closely. There's a reason why they say hindsight is 20/20. You have to step back and look at the big picture sometimes. I'm bad at that. Really bad at that. Here's a big picture:


The galaxy is called Andro. And that's about all us citizens know about the universe. Adam #theExile:

     Whenever I stop and think about how insanely, unfathomably HUGE our universe is, it just gives me the heebie jeebies. In a good way, I guess. And a scary way. It's like whenever I try to imagine eternity. Some things just aren't meant to be comprehended.

Day 857 Song Recommendation: "Looking Too Closely" by Fink.

-SE Wagner

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